Saturday

Today is two days before my vender booth. I feel unprepared because I haven't made much since it was rescheduled from the 8th do to the hurricane.

I'm hoping to make one more stuffy, maybe a few scarves since they are just so quick to make. I had hoped to have more ready. But with losing Skylar, my on going depression, and family obligations; less got done than I had hoped. My hope is too sell a lot so that we can save some money, and maybe get my etsy shop off the ground. After Saturday I have to get cracking on a few orders that I have from my friends that need to get finished and handed out. I also need to nake christmas presents according to my husband so there is that to look forward too.

I did finish my Skylar dragon. I sleep with him at night and it helps. It has made my days easier and my heart ache less. But for now I better get back to work.

~Cathrin

Skylar

Skylar Mabon. That is what we have decided to name the baby. Mabon because that is the day we found out he was gone. That I was indeed miscarrying. And Skylar because hubby likes that name and it's unisex. I am making a Skylar dragon; in between working on orders. I think I should maybe just work on him, for my own sake. Because I need something to hold, something to keep the baby close to me.

Today I am busy being mommy to RR and WL. And working on a couple pokemon that my friends have ordered. I'm thinking about starting a crochet blog. I would probably update that blog more often than this one, not because I like this blog but writing about crochet is easier than writing about life. It's hard to figure out how much information is to much and how much is too little sometimes.

-Cathrin