This and That.

I've never really been into video games, I don't have anything specifically against them, I'm just not good at them. I've played a few computer games, I'm actually better at them then the games on something like xbox or PlayStation. So the fact that I've actually been playing the Star wars game we got, I've been playing it a lot actually and that's probably not really a good thing. I've never been good a sports either, I did band through middle and high school. I play Bassoon, which is actually a really hard instrument to play. Here is a picture. (the left is the front and the right is the back)

So music is my "first" love. I also did choirs in elementary school. My "Second" love is writing which has been blocked since I got my appointment with the fertility specialist, I should take out my cool little writing program now that it's past and I"m happily in my 3ww, but that video game is what I've been doing instead and my hubby actually got annoyed the other day when he saw me on baby center on my other computer instead of the game. I just about smacked him. It's my computer after all, and if I want to use it to do something other then play a video game then I can. He told me to use the lap top but instead, and I instantly complained about the fact that this keyboard is crappy and the other one is the kind helps you not get carpal tunnel. which is important with how much I write, and My dad actually get it last year and had to have surgery for it. I don't want that.

But much more on a 3ww note, Yesterday and today I've been having sharp stabbing pains around where my uterus is. I've never had anything really like that before. AF is never bad for me, cramps are mild and normally only the first day, and the actual bleeding only lasts about three maybe four days. I might sound like a complete baby to you ladies about complaining about getting these painful stabbing pains when you get that or maybe worse every single month AF comes; but for me I don't have bad pains like that so it's new and surprising and since I AF hasn't appeared yet maybe it's a good sign? I can hope it is right? I'm not saying this is the worst pain I've ever been in by the way, I get pains down the center of my chest that make it impossible for me to move and make the pains I've been feeling look like a walk in the park. It's just that this is new to me, and I'm a little surprised.

I think that's about it, I really do need to start working on my writing soon.
~Cathrin